Anything happened in the past year with me, with my welfare abuse, with my face. The latter recently completely uncontrolled slipping me in very different situations, but usually in the face of my own intolerance. I want to be no quirky windowsill pensioner who is really don’t entertain on the vices of others, but currently you’d almost think I’m on the best way. Apparently the sense of duration trained to smile of American Hollister seller is completely come me, especially in the professional sector. I was true to the laudable and liberal motto of life alone due to my strong urge for harmony, always very good at it, and let live. Now letting is in General increasingly difficult for me, silence, just like the mucus and crap accept, about the good mood for your sake.
I don’t get it easy, providing courtesy and also that certain healthy indifference about my inner resentment, if someone sitting across from me, which turn me on the border of the eye rolling drives. Where we again would be reached on the subject of premature greying on my part. To put it even quite casually: I’m afraid, snooty a la “I hate people” to be in a form as I have demonized them sometimes to the death.
Especially in dealing with social media. Earlier I had at the fifth written together “not at all” at most smile in a random photo caption – today it has become a ratloses shake of the head and sometimes derailed me even a “age” with question marks behind it. My arm hairs leave constellations changing #Squadgoals to like underwear, it’s my business’s a damp fart, who wasted his time with whom sake the image. Similar happens when I meet people, whose smug Benehmen is obvious. There are, for example, a handful of colleagues, where free drinks seem so delicious to taste, that for a “thank you” the host compared with apparently no strength left remains. Earlier I was thinking anything, today Ungepflogenheiten like this are triple me. I Spießerin. And then there are all those are known fellow who turned exclusively to itself as Royal satellite and have not much to the hat with warmth. I tried nevertheless all too often with proactive friendliness, but slowly the steam run out. Even in my spare time. In the supermarket, for example, I was recently willing to put a leg someone who it was important, to gasping out loud, because an older women’s admittedly narrow-gauge railway slow fumbled for change. As the practice of respect from would be advised of fashion. While I have myself any more. Those who go with strange views and strong attitude against the grain.
There are now several ways and one of them is convenient. I could easily try to convince me that the process, which takes place just in me, is a natural one that comes with age and sprout from the own so-called coming out. If you have suddenly no longer any favor and would like if position is important as pose and to no longer bear the vacuum in some minds, if one’s opinions in is so far established principles in the interaction (at least outside the immediate circle) to slam each other, then there will be maybe automatically stray losses in terms of the own tolerance ability. Then you will may even unsympathetic in dealing with Unsympathen what would be yes but no further tragic consequences. But far too one-sided and vain. Just because one is an asshole, I can finally not also become one. Or?
It is helpful to understand that you cannot be friends with the whole world in any case. That one should be even stupid because honesty and just beats courtesy. But then you must pull themselves together again at some point and understand that personal freedom of everyone, if even that, to be a full post is of more value than the own demands on others. That intolerance is inherently sucks is, except when it comes to Brown-pigs and really stupid cows. Otherwise you can sit sometime namely really lonely and kauzig and embittered with a pattern on the window ledge, looking down on the world, on that it was sometime so angry that she has announced the friendship itself for always a. On that just may happen to me. I’m working on it.